is marriage necessary? just a tok!
Being invited to ROM Solemnization on 25/09/06 Mon 5pm… held at Aloha Loyang Chalet… oh yeah my frd jerlyn n Jeff… I took a half-day leave to attend the event… luckily I can make it to the event as working nearly cause me for not able to make it… Anyway I make it. Seeing my good frd jerlyn is moving on to her next chapter of her life I feel happy for her… glad that she found that right person …Knowing almost all my frds are married seeing them married one by one… doesnt seen to affects me, weird?? Yeah~ of course I’ll feel happy coz that is it’s a happy event!! As usually those who had married will ask me these questions, when will be urs?? Or we are now waiting to see urs liao… blah blah blah… as usual i’ll give my answer I want to be single…dun wan to get marry lah… I wan to stay single lah… sigh those answers say till I, myself felt bored about it too. Hahaa But what others answer I can give?? I cant possible just say out, oh I want to get marry soon or oh I’ll marry when I reach how many yrs old…. Or I’m planning to marry this yr or next yr… or I’ll want whatever kind of wedding lah where shld I held it lah…., or when I gets marry I will invite u all lah… or yeah soon I will gets marry liao… blah blah blah… (to say these I’ll need a bf first ba yeah when I got 1 same qns keep askin olso... who say got BF mean going to marry de???!!!) Or its just not me!!!! Sigh… or I’m a person who doesn’t look forward to marriage???!! Want to be stay single for my whole life?? haha I didn’t say I doesn’t hope for those things, I do but to actually fulfill that I need a lot of time, money, man, love, passion, irrational feelin blah blah blah etc… to do it ba??? Marriage??!! Seen like its a very far far far away thing for me… maybe I see too much thinks too much olso - its bad to actually think too much I know i know hahaha..
Seeing others ppl marriage life’s of course they are good one n bad one, no one is perfect, I get it, since no one is perfect then why marry?? hmz ok I can conclude… haha maybe marriage is currently not in my dictionary “yet” Like everyone would say you never know… ok ok I get it, never noe mah… hahaha who care anyway just enjoy life now lo… :P
Laine out have too many emotional feelings after attending my frd’s ROM~ hahaha
PS:.Maybe I realize a fact that is far beyond I can handle which is death ba.. seeing ur partner pass away leaving ur loves one alone in her/his life kind of sad... hmz ok ok... Think i really think too much liao hahahaaaaa work work work hahaha
posted by Laine @ 3:36 PM
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