pardon me!
My brain going to blurst think too much... worry too much.... mind small little things... bothers me for weeks... like everyone says it up to me it all depend on u.. its ur decision...persuaded me to do it... yeah... why after they told me what they feel its a right thing to do and i feel miserable.... instead of solving my problem, it become a bigger burden then before... maybe i hav a answer long ago?? just that i couldnt find anyone to support me for that??!! perhaps? or maybe i'm a selfish person... I'm a bad person? or maybe i'm just being stubborn? who cares... i will support my own decision in the end... cant force me doing things that i'm not willing to. Sad to say nobody can influence my decision once i make up my mind... that's why i normally give a deep thought and long consideration before i came to a decision... well that me... hahahahalaine signed out! problem solve...
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