Loathe
Today is monday!!! Ahh dislike everything i see and hear... melancholy...what more today my colleague say to me thanks you for ur present, but my mum say ur present is for kids! ha ha ha ha ha
Yesterday is my 10 mths annviersay of dating??!!! But i'm having difficulty of being happy...
On last saturday watching THE PIRATES movie with my bf.... received a bouquet of roses... to celebrate 10 mths annviersay... I have no feeling at all...
Story of depressing
Mind cant help feel depressing again, its like ur mind have been poison and drowning everything in it!!!
Every single tiny problem is so huge that no one can bear with it...
like the world is going to collapse...
Every tiny thoughts was to jump off the windows.. Imagine wat it feel like jumping off... and land on the ground... sigh... that is the scary part... when you felt no fear.. Cant help imagine what will close 1 do?? Will they cry or feel sad for losing you?
Still killing ownself is the dumbest thing to do... If crying n sleeping the whole day would help why not... ha hahaha ha ha ha
Feeling alot better as i write this story out.. true or friction??
laine just get better.... Moody...
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