Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Mood swing! (complaining to myself)

ah hello, i’m the 1 having a NEW PSP, and not somebody else. sigh.. i guess i’m being very sensitive or i really feel she is trying to irritate me hahahha.... Bring everyday same as me?? U take bus to work but just 2 bus stop... make no sense to me.. Play when we are having lunch break.. (a good way to keep u quiet) i even tok that u are copycat? or u are not? or just an coincidence??? ok, i noe that u are VERY jealous and envy me for having my own psp... U noe i’m glad that in the end its NOT YOURS! Eventually u have to return so i’m waiting to see when u return?! or never ahhhhhh~~~~~~~ OMG~ copycat!!

How to say?? Maybe if u are my frd, i really dun mind at all to share everything or show that we are so alike or i’ll be very happy that u bring ur psp to share too so we have alot to talk abt.. i think u are not frd yet.. that why i reacts this way... frustrated and irritated and not happy with it. And cant seem to get along when u show SO MUCH Interest in PSP.... As i noe in the first place u doesnt care abt psp hahhaha...oh well i'll learn to let go.... of that uneasy feeling.... trying trying trying... VERY HARD AH~~~~~ hahhaha

And ytd during the chat, we have a different opinion, and u say i being very agitated... its becoz u keep sayin thing to provoke me. ( i dunno if u are doing it purposely or wat) i agree i’m being stubborn sometime but that me... standing for my opinion... i’m dun need ur persuade of tell me that my opinion its right or wrong or keep pushing ur opinion to me wanting me to agree (yah i understand both positive and negative thinking and wat i’m saying that me), but at least open up ur mind accept or understand wat i think is that hard to do it? F**King idoit! that wat i wan to say everytime when u irritates me.... or SHUT UP idoit!

Sometime i olso dun understand why ur talking attitude is so bad?? Like wanted to show off or very proud of.... and its in a irritating way???

Sigh, i’m a very hard to get along colleague or frds. Just like tat i cant handle and why i’m so mad about when she doesnt noe!!!! And being a coward i only dare to write here and not telling her face to face.!!!!!!!!!!!!! Coward!!! yes i mean u!...

sign out cowardly.... sigh.....